be suspicious. be paranoid. be scared.

2006-10-17T20:24:00.000+08:00

wells, todae we had this interesting, useful and yet boring and s2pid workshop called "skills for the unseen". see why it is kinda s2pid. like we thot it was teaching us to see ghosts or wadeva la. kinda s2pid i noe. but it turned out to be this loooonnnggg... realli long lesson - 6h - on doing unseen poem. like it was definitely useful but wat's the use of sending us for this workshop now man. like our exams are over. i mean... yeah, we could use it in the future, but isn't it gonna be more useful if we had it b4 the exams, den we wouldn't have scored so freakingly low la. s2pid la the teachers, nvr use their brains one. and as usual we made the teacher - by the way, her name is Julia - royally pissed, (like all of our teachers are pissed with us) bcos we didn't answer her questions. i think the last straw for her was when we refused to share our self-constructed poem. i mean, like debz say its very personal, and has anyone bothered to think that our poem realli is very lousy and we r juz very modest, humble and self-deprecating people. thank you. o wells she kept us for 20min for recess and another 20min before we could leave. shit lorh.
haiz, the most interesting workshop so far (actually we only have had 2), was the "body talk" one. damn funny. the speaker is very drama. but in a good way. and she juz makes all of us laugh la. anyways, we found out our body shape, and apparently i'm an hourglass. i'm not very proud of it lah. but d rest weren't that flattering lorh: 1. pear shaped. 2. straight - i don't want to look like a guy or transvestite like madonna can 3. apple. o wells, talking bout my body... i need to go lose some weight. but i'm juz sitting around, lazing about and eating. this is not helping. so will any of u oh so kindly donate a treadmill machine to me??? may i noe u will buy one for me for christmas... since u "love" me so much... looking forward to it :) hahas.

p.s. to those s2pid ppl out there (perhaps dumb blondes), i don't realli mean may loves me. she might b a lesbian for all i noe (n care), but i'm not. i'm very very straight. :)

2006-10-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

rah. my results sux... nvr gotten so low in my entire pathetic life b4.... suck rite... anyways now watching princess hours... d caijing is like damn funny la... bt strangely she always reminds me of may... like dey both are damn chor lor... den dey got dat funny action with both dey hands whenever dey are exasperated and both are juz as blur... uncanny resemblance rite... 4 those of u who more blur den dem n been living under a rock recently, don't know wats princess hours, den i'll tell u... its dis damn funny show n its showing on ch U at 7 pm on weekdaes. or even better get the cd. haha. d ppl at ch U and the producers behind the show shld lyke pay me for advertising their show lorh... anyways back to may and dat bumbling princess... dere is lyke differences also lah.. like may is not like so fat-free as her. i tink in real life, may will prob be double of dat caijing lorh... so sad. hahaha
todae lyke damn funny also lorh... we played snap ... or rather snatch lah.. we were more lyke snatching cards away from each other and screaming away, annoying the heck out of ppl like eli. but hell its fun. and we like started scratching each other as may, mw (michell wijaya not d cannibal boyfriend of wtf for those who know. don't know den go ask tf :] ) and nat. dey all have scratches thanx to me...
anyways mw like damn sad lorh... went to meet her old idol kevin cheng den he autographed something for her lah.... but spelled her name wrongly... spelled as michelle (mine!!)... but lyke no thanx... i don't want to be mistaken for someone who has the hairstyle of a pri sch kid (or mayb even younger), i mean even kevin cheng thought of them as a LITTLE KIDS.. haha. like so embarrasing lorh.. luckily i didn't go (at the expense of a dinner treat at Marriot Hotel).. but if i go den he would think better of like his fans la i guess... haha.
for those of u out dere hu r sick of my blogskin... well i'm sick of it too.. but too bad.. live with it... i'm too lazy to change it.. i'm like damn lazy lorh.. everythings in a mess lah. my room my schoold desk... sigh... so b4 i can pack up d rest... don't expect me to lyke change my blogskin... and dat will be lyke say... nvr. full stop. nvr.

2006-10-05T12:22:00.000+08:00

end of years are truely d most traumatising time of the year. cried on tuesdae cos i couldn't draw my curved graph for maths and realised that i juz gave away about say 10 mks for my test. like so shit lah... i don't realli get it though. in primary sch, we had to do like what 50 goddamn questions, shade the oas and i had like 30 to 45 min to check and now i didn't even have time to check when its only like at most 40 questions (including the parts a b c etc. see wat i mean???). ok now the most impt part. i need like a lot of luck to get past wednesdae k so that my dad doesn't actually scold me to death for my paper... so ppl start the praying now. i don't care who u pray to man. u can even pray to me... i dun mind hahah :)
anyways.... enough bout tests. i need to relax and forget all about it. i need therapy. retail therapy anyone??? i need sponsers though.... :] sigh.. n my ear hole is still hurting. it is like so not fair cos' may who went to pierce ears with me... her holes are like healed. mine is still hurting. i'm like a damn long time to heal man. sux. mayb i don't have enough platelets in my blood....or mayb it's juz cos my ears are too thick. everyone is like saying i hav buddha earlobes. u noe the long and thick ones.... but i dun realli mind cos it juz probably mean that i have a long life N be rich.... haha.... i can juz go on dreaming....
think i'm getting nat's pressie tmw. she had better be XTRA nice to me if she wants smth decent. :)

2006-09-04T12:33:00.000+08:00

ok. so last fridae i went to pierce my ears. it hurt like hell. all of those ppl who kept telling me it didn't hurt, u sux. anyways wat realli freaked me out was that i can't remember if they changed the needle. shit lah. according to debz, they did. according to may, they didn't. like so freak now lah. wat if i get some disease, or get an ear infection.... aargh. but according to may, ALL shops don't change the needle, so heck. let me juz forget about it...
come thurs, gonna go pri sch class gathering. yay!! but, gonna skip my butt off now, to try lose some weight!!! sounds so superficial right, but heck lah, at least i eat.

2006-08-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

okay... lets see... nat's totally suay. first she got chicken pox. den she went to cut herself cos of a glass of fish sauce. n i though she had some diesease making her blood stink. well then she had to get 6 injections(deserves it) and 3 stitches. which cost her 200bucks. 200 bucks for 6 injections and 3 stitches. gosh her thumb like made of gold like that. any idea wat 200 bucks can do?? i've got an idea. u could buy an ipod. then michell wijaya spent 59 bucks on a ron ng bear. disgusting. he's not even cute larh pls. she sux big time. even though she rich also no need buy that right. can go treat me to something nice. now that's money well spent. :)
i feel like a total idiot k for signing up for the landfill trip. now i gotta go n smell dung instead of going to my class reunion. sigh. khong is a complete idiot k. she make us bring our math file then nvr do anything with it. i feel like killing her. it's quite easy u noe. like she's so shorty and small size.... except for the muscles above her very gravity-effected fats. haha. i enjoy criticising her. lets just hope she doesn't come across my blog and decide to sue me for slandering or something like that. ciaos.

2006-08-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

well... lets see... my blog is almost officially dead. only ALMOST k. which means it's not. like duh. and that's only because, all thanks to ME.. who posted this post which revived this blog!! yay!!!... wadeva. feeling kinda lame todae. actually i feel kinda lame everydae cos' i'm surrounded by lame ppl like tingfang, who hankers after a 17yr old cannibal who wants to eat her. kinda lame u see since tingfang is like a skinny like a stick. n she apparently has double-jointed elbows. haha. well on to the next lameo who sits beside me n sadly shares ALMOST (thankfully not the same) name as me... michell wijaya. she looks like a neopet thanks to her 1970s hairstyle. haha. like according to her she has had that hairstyle since she was born. imagine a new-born baby with hair like her. forget it. lets not spoil the cute, holy image of a baby. plus, making her more lameo is her constant want for Ron Ng da big head guy to save her. aargh.
u would think that's enough to make someone as sane as me insane right. but then there are like another 2 more ppl. file no. 3. ma mae mo thu. 16 yrs old. likes thinking of herself as super fat. wadeva. signed us up to run 10km with her. that alone is proof of her insanity. like hello, i nearly died running my 2.4km. now 10km. like hello heaven, look out for me in about 2 and a half months. natalie ng is another one. she damn idiot lah. whole day long only noe how to laugh laugh laugh laugh. n her face like damn clear and spotless lah and yet to her it's full of zits that haunts ppl like me. sigh she sux big time. well that's the end of my lameo post that revived this almost dead blog.

2006-07-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

"in sooth i know not why i am so sad"... (quote from merchant of venice for all you ppl out there who live in a shell) actually i DO know... i am so damn sad cos' of the merchant of venice and shakespeare ironically. u would think i like the book wouldn't u since i quoted from it. but no, i do not like d bk. it sux. it is like cheemology lah. n ppl from d elizabethan era likes it. we don't understand it. aren't we suppossed to be much more intellectual and cultured than them. but oh well i supposse they won't understand our sms language now huh. bt no matter how much i hate d bk i still hav to study it to score right??? n so i did. but wat happened to me, the hardworking girl??? a glare from our math teacher. well fine, so i did read d bk during her lessons. but she told us to do the worksheet and i finished alr wat. it was like one minute she was like: "why r u ppl taking so long??" then d next minute, nat was calling my name and d class was silent n she was staring at me.. who cares man.
its been so long since i posted... bt its like i got nothing to write about.. no inspiration... kinda had a boring life... for a while. n i didn't want to write redundant post... n oh yeah, since my dad finally finally got broadband might as well..
kinda depressing too lah dis month... ever since england crashed out of the world cup after beckham went off due to injuries and rooney got sent off... for pushind c ronaldo ... dat stupid baby face idiot. couldn't he hav controlled his temper. idiot. with him and beckam they might hav won on penalties sigh... anyways c ronaldo is a bigger idiot.. he was everywhere d entire night trying to get england players sent off or score penalties... damn him... curse them to lose and he can cry like a baby... haha.. wells he has been voted d hottest guy by a ... gay dutch magazine.
p.s. i got dat last piece of info from nat... who u noe... is quite crazy and nonsensical and unreliable... so if it's inaccurate... find her... not me...
p.s. to all c ronaldo or portugal fans... hope ur team loses... hahahahahahahahahahah... GO GERMANY!!!!!

2006-06-19T16:22:00.000+08:00

shit last week of hols and i haven't done anything constructive for myself...d whole holidae i was helping my bro with his chinese and english... and not helping myself at all.... out of the thousands of homework i have (exaggeration!!!), i hav only done 3... gosh, and they r d easiest to do one... d rest will probably take me a whole month to do... shit... die...
yesterdae watched the two towers... it rox! i like Aragon... i prefer him to Legolas in the show... i noe wat debz will say... Aragon is old. well who cares...
Watched football the last few nights, then cannot crawl out of bed d next morning. i support ENGLAND!! go ENGLAND!! but.... they sort of sucked in their first two shows. sigh... i hope the Czech Republic and Australia make it in too!!! but the czechs lost to Ghana 2 - 0 can... so sad
slacking in debz house now... suppossed to do science but lazy... like dats any revelation hahaha :)

2006-05-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

hehe, been such a long time since i blogged... very lazy lorh.... but i noe, there are like a lot of ppl out there who have been missing me right!!! (ego alert! ego alert! ego alert!) anyways i've been very busy of late larh. first, with all the fcuking projects dat are driving me crazy lorh. the teachers are soooo retarded. haha.. but i don't realli spend much time on all these stupid brain-killing, hair-killing activities. i've recently found a renewed (very renewed) interest in neopets. all that michell wijaya's fault haha. it's very addictive okayyss. go and start playing again. try it.
anyways... yesterdae was kinda disastorous (is it spelled correctly???). i mean, i was damn nervous be4 getting back report book. but then it became better lah, cos wasn't as bad as expected, but still very lousy... got a scolding from my dad for my maths and science. (as i predicted...) but didn't die... Yay!!! thank y'all for your prayers.
anyways, me michell may and the very exta nat (all Ms except for her) went for a movie. X-men 3!!!! damn cool!!!! rox my world man!!! it's so damn good. i don't care wat some critics say about it. i juz think it's cool can already. wolverine had sleek killer moves (cool), kitty was cute and smart, Storm was kinda freaky with all her eye whites but still nice, iceman was cool as ever like ice cool... but Pyro was the best man. Pyro for your info is the fire guy. (the one dat can throw fire one. too bad he is with Magneto. on the bad side. stupid guy.) anyways, he is like hot hot hot hot hot hot hot. i don't care bout how debz thinks he's fat. he is juz hot. hot as in cutie hot. (he is also literally hot lah. since he IS the fire guy). juz hot and cool. the way he threw the fireballs juz damn cool... i wanna watch x-men again to see Pyro... i noe dat sounded a lil' guy crazy but... yea... go watch den u noe wat i mean.... and i am NOT guy crazy...
todae was damn boring. we had to attend this stupid course or wadeva u will call dat on effective people conversational skills. instead of dat, the guy was teaching us effective presentation skillls, and not at all effective lorh. it was juz well... wierd. i mean, he g.oes up to ppl in the MRT and talks to them. which kind of weirdo does dat. and he keeps asking us to imagine trying to start a conversation with a stranger.... didn't our parents tell us not to speak with strangers even if they talk to you??? wat's the world coming to???????

2006-05-09T09:21:00.000+08:00

shit lah, as i'm writing this very super, intellectuall, intelligent post(and everything that describes smart), my stomach is grumbling like hell. I'M HUNGRY. like HUNGRY. starving. i need to eat. . . but i can't. omgiosh. i tell u if i faint bcos of lack of food, i will sue the school.
school is so sucky. yes, i noe scgs is near orchard. prime land. but it is so sucky. they forever asking us to buy stuff to donate to their school funds. like so wadeva. and me being evil me always ignore their desperate pleas for funds. (i hope i'm not inviting a lawsuit by saying this, not defamation right???) anyways, scgs can only teach lit. they are hopeless at everything else. see, we hav a potato for a science teacher, a kong for maths, a kuku (bird) for geog, a quek quek(duck) for history, a disgusting beijing teacher(couldn't find any nickname) for chinese and an english teacher who keeps taking away our periods for lit. shit lah. how d hell r we going to do well, and our parents and the sch blames us lorh. like wth.
history juz totally sucked juz now. she talked about everything except for hist. she taught us how to do eng oral, memorise chinese poems, do lit analysis blah blah blah except for hist. she even taught us SS which we r not learning. like hello??? oh yeah one more thing, she taught us how to do ballet and.... go die lah she.
oh well, got to go and shut may up who's singing ... and breaking the glass at the same time.....

2006-05-05T19:48:00.000+08:00

todae was very shitty. everything went wrong. kinda like a disaster. well almost every dae is a disaster. firstly, tf started crying out of the blue for nothin' during our break. kinka freaked all of us out. well, she claimed it was cos' of her secret. skeletons is the closet. well it might be juz her, since she does seem like a skeleton, so skinny, can hide in the closet, maybe except for her height. (sorry no offense to u tf.) den, next, we lost quite badly during PE for captains ball. well. we scored in our goal. how stupid is dat. and don't u dare call me stupid. cos' i noe u will do dat. and den d goalkeepers kept falling off d chairs dat Mrs. DeSilva had to give us two chairs for us to stand on. haha. i accidentally knocked Roxanne off her chair. den jeanette kicked the ball out of bounds when i passed to her! captains ball suddenly became football!! den we haven't finished music yet. though it dosen't matter. cos' i dont' think we r doin' it on tues.
science juz got worst recently. i mean it's juz stupid. teaching us how to grow plants. how does dat help us??? help us bcom farmers. stupid man. den geog also teaching us how to grow plants. juz plain stupid lorh. SCGS is suppossed to develop women of relevance or an asset to her country or something like dat. (blah. i do not memorise our sch motto. can go ask cheryl Giam think she knows) is growing crops helping the country. well, i supppose it will provide us with food but heck i am so not becoming a farmer. well, we don't have enough land anyway... ciaos!!!

2006-05-04T14:33:00.000+08:00

hehe, i'm feeling reasonably happy todae!! cos' i gt one extra mark for literature!! yay!! and also my ward wrote back to me!! yay!! so happy... she's d best ward ever!
nxt wed going to go shopping wth nat, debz, eliz, may, zhenni and maybe tf!! yay. nat, debz and mae went shopping todae.. bt i didn't go. haha. cos i gt no money liao. den if i go out spend ALL the money den no money for lunch, recess, and most importantly presents right???
anyways, if anyone who was wondering y a small section of my post was gone from d rallying post, it's cos i took it away. i don't want unnessacary trouble from some ppl. haha. nt as if i'm scared of them... dey r so unintimadating!!
Quek Quek was horrible todae. she dosen't teach at all. out of all d teachers, her period is the most boring. even though khong (p.s. 2 kong bees flew into our class todae, den flew out... perhaps they sensed an unnatural death coming up... khong's death :]. kinda evil) is more boring, we get to do our own stuff and more importantly laugh!!!! hahahahah.

2006-05-03T15:53:00.004+08:00

hellos hellos hellos.... feeling very damn spastic todae. dat is the very dramatic side-effect of depression caused from bad results. and i am suffering from dat dis very moment while i'm writing the post. 68.3% for science. fcuk (yes i don't like d real mccoy). 79.5% for math. fcuk. i'm so gonna die. (i think i've discussed this before but heck juz bare wth me.) life is very very unfair. one instance: if i get 65% for history, my parents r not gonna say anything. bt if i get even juz 0.1 marks less than 70% for science, i'm dead meat. if i get even 0.1 marks less than 85% i'm minced meat. see how unfair dis is???? another very unfair thing, if my parents dirty the floor at home or forget someting, they juz laugh bout it... wat if happens to me hah??? i get an unfair scolding!!!! sigh...
'nuff bout d bad things already lah... now d good things. i got a new bag!! everyone say yay!! haha... it's from billabong, bt though some ppl like nat, says it's nt nice... i don't realli care, remember d elf story?? in any case, it's much better den her disgustingly bright blue and orange back. ~yucks~ (haha)
my ward is d best!! she is sooooo nice. all ya out there hu has other wards, wallow in self despair and be envious.. haha!! she's like a 1000 times better den my past ward hu nvr wrote back... ~sobs~ :(

2006-04-30T11:05:00.000+08:00

fridae, my brother was asked by his friend to go to a rally in choa chu kang park. two 9-yr old boys at a rally. wat d hell r they doing there?!!?! i mean, do they even understand what's going on??? i bet my brother dosen't. bt hu cares bout dat now. i'm still realli pissed over someone in class.
yesterdae went to look at bags again, so nice ... bt didn't buy :[ cos' suntec didn't have billabong. gonna go lot 1 to buy!!!!! yay!!! :]
so short this post... :( ~sobs~

2006-04-28T11:55:00.000+08:00

i feel so god damn demoralized now... all cos' of our class photo-taking. iam soooo short. most ppl were taller then me... sigh how i miss the days in primary school when i was taller then my friends!! yay!! clay is so so so fun!! especially clay powder. me n nat r making a truckload of them and gonna sell them for 5 bucks per 100 grams!! gt discout package too!! must support us!!
todae is the last epidsode of the ch8 9pm show!!! yes... i finally can see some quality tv during dat timeslot!!! i'm so sad i missed LOST yesterdae... it rox. so does SUPER NANNY!! so sad i slept so early... anyways i'm so happy Kellie got out from American Idol yesterdae!! yay bt it would have been better if Paris got out.......

2006-04-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

did u noe dat, being pissed makes u cry... well mae did juz dat in class todae after she gt scolded by khong. sigh khong is weird. she can be pretty intense when she wants too. me and nat [notice how 'me' comes before 'nat' :p] hav concluded dat she has d power to make ppl sleep and cry!!
went to get debz's and krix's present todae at ngee agn [did i spell correctly??] with tf todae. den she told a certain 'ship' from ACS B dat we were at orchard and he wanted to come along to meet tf!! heh heh. waiting for d 25th of may so dat i can pierce my ears and get pretty earrings....

2006-04-19T15:44:00.000+08:00

o.mi.freaking.god. we won third in OM nationals. yay!! bt a spoiler, it is third out of five teams. bt hu cares man. i rock!!! think i'm gonna do it again next yr!!! chinese test is horrible... i 4got everything from d ke wen. gosh. i am so damn sucky at chinese. bt i'm going to stick it out 4 d next 2 yrs so dat i won't need to take chinese in JC =] haha. super lame-o. mi head is throbbing from science. [quite cheem right????] anyways, it took a beating from nat's incesssant stupid unnessacary questions. she is one annoying bug. Mrs cha sux too. couldn't she juz hav thrown away d s2pid bamboo pole. damn her. she had to call me up and scold me. SCOLD. juz cos of a bamboo pole. gosh. can't she get a life. some ppl. a stupid fact dat i juz find out was dat, making a pledge is a maths subject, and surfing d web also considered as math. maths teachers realli need to get a life. seriously. their lives revolves around maths. and cos of dat i only got 79 for maths. wtf. 79. SEVENTY-NINE. wat the hell is my dad gonna say when he sees my report bk?????? dat i gt below 80 for maths?? he's gonna slaughter me. say a prayer for me in advance. thks. god bless ur souls, shld i be alive after d 24th or 25th..............

2006-04-05T15:44:00.000+08:00

having IT now... yawn ... so damn boring. i can't even understand the teacher. bt dat's probably bcos i wasn't listening to him the whole of last lesson. bt he makes me wanna fall asleep. shit him man. his head is so smooth and bald dat light reflects and u can probably see ur own reflection. sigh. i seem to have a thing against almost all my teachers. dey annoy the living lights out of me. dey bore me. dey expertise in making me sleep. i will never ever be a teacher. over my dead body. i would rather die.
todae was a bad bad bad dae. i gt pissed of in the morning and refused to talk for about the whole day. den we gt chinese test. gosh i ddin't even noe bout it. i realli need to pay more attention in class. chinese is realli nt my best subject. and i probably gt 0 for my ting xie OR EVEN MINUS!!! can u imagine dat!!! i came to sch saw ppl studying chinese and was wondering why d hell dey were so hardworking!! HARDWORKING MY FOOT!! den i finally asked nutty nat. and i finally found out. bt by den i was too lazy to study... I AM LIKE SUCH I BLUR SOTONG!!!! SOTONG!!! SOTONG!!! sotong me... sotong me.... sotong me..........

2006-04-03T21:36:00.000+08:00

Hellomoto!! gosh, i can't believe i gt a new phone!!! Motorola L6... damn sleek and slim!! i noe i shouldn't b boasting bout it, bt i m damn hyped bout it... d only downside is dat it don't have radio function :[ can u believe it, NO radio function. bt heck. i still love my phone. dis has gt to b d best thing dat happened to me dis yr!!
yesterday, which is sundae, me, nat , eliz, mae and her friend when to go get class cap and it is so damn cool. except for d fact dat black and pink would have been nicer. bt hu cares!! wat matters is dat i thot our cap was d best among our level!! den we went to take neo-prints, dat was so disgusting, i shall nt mention it further...
sigh... todae sucked totally. it was sports day, we were at toa payoah stadium, stuck dere for a boring 5hrs plus it was damn hot. we were nearly roasted. shit all d teachers hu pick dis date. kong was damn funny. she was like blowing herself with an electric fan as she walked past us. it was a surprise dat she didn't blow herself away. Quek quek looked like an old mama. total wardrobe malfunction... red shirt, blue pants, pink and blue cap and black pouch... yucks
sigh... dis whole week staying back for OM... so tired...

2006-03-31T22:34:00.000+08:00

90% of my damn teachers r sooooo stuuupppiiidddd and lame-o. they even hav weird names for us to make fun of. like khong bee. i'm nt even gng to call her mrs.khong anymore. in my dictionary her name will be kong bee/kong/bee. she is like damn disgusting and boring. i purposely gave a super duper large yawn 2dae, so dat d whole class could hear me. den her face immediately changed color. i thot i was finally going to see her cry.[yay!] but no. she kept a brave front. sigh. nuff' bout teachers. i am glad i actually didn't flunk my chinese.!!! considering i flunked my main test, ting xie and self-study!!! i was almost singing!!!

i don't think i shld be spending so much cursing and hoping d teachers will like juz drop dead.[miracle!!!] i shld be spending most of my marvellous brain power on tests[boring] and the dreaded OM. and speaking of OM i'm back to cursing teachers again. curse them for making us rush everything out by nxt fridae. hope they all get struck by lightning. these stupid teachers had better stop giving us projects. i like need to sleep for like 8 hours to grow[impt!!], watch d damn stupid interesting shows on tv[yay!]. homework is nt part of the list 'cos i finish almost d whole pile in sch bcos of lousy teachers dat teach nothing n make me wanna sleep.

sigh. life is so miserable sometimes. bt i like life. unlike may hu is always on diet. food is heaven. oh yeah one more last thing... this is my virgin post!!
ok. dat didn't sound to nice... did it??? :]